Annabelle Neilson Ladies of London's 'Had a Lot of Private Pain'

Annabelle Neilson

All through Annabelle Neilson's life, the true star and British privileged person confronted hardship and unrest.

On Monday, PEOPLE affirmed that the Ladies of London star had kicked the bucket at 49 years old. The subtle elements of her passing are not accessible right now.

A long time before her passing, Neilson, who originates from a refined family (her mom Elizabeth is a Marquesa), opened up about her harried past.

Here's a glance back at the tragedies she persevered throughout her life.

Childhood Dyslexia

As a kid, Neilson struggled with serious dyslexia. As a grown-up, Neilson talked about her youth hardship in a progression of youngsters' books she'd composed, including The Me Me's: Angry Me.

"Furious me is a character in view of me to some extent as a tyke with serious dyslexia — however I think Angry Me brings out the disappointments and affections for youngsters when they can't discharge such a great feeling as outrage and it can be such huge numbers of various things that a tyke can battle with," she told MyBaba. "Different characters have been based around companions, some family, some godchildren. You do search for motivation among the general population near you."

"Chaotic Me depends on my sister. Marvelous Me is situated to a limited extent on me yet additionally on all kids who when they are sleeping can get anything going and anything conceivable," she proceeded. "Innovative Me I composed for my companion Lee Alexander McQueen and I will devote that book to him for exceptionally clear reasons. He was the most creative individual I at any point knew."

Losing Her Best Friend

In 2010, late form planner Alexander McQueen passed on by suicide, leaving Neilson completely crushed.

"He was my sibling, my beau, my perfect partner. More often than not individuals called me Mrs. McQueen. Frequently we were sharing a bed," Neilson, who was the last individual to see the originator alive, told the Daily Mail in 2015.

"Actually I was more joyful with Lee than with any other individual. He requested that I wed him towards the end and I said no. I wish now that I had said yes," she included.

In February 2017, the Bravo star paid tribute to McQueen in a contacting Instagram tribute.

"My closest companion and perfect partner kicked the bucket 7 years prior," she composed. "My adoration will be there forever and ever #Alexander Mcqueen #mcqueen #genius #loveofmylife #designer #bestfriend miss you so much!!!"

Heroin Addiction 

At 16 years old, Neilson was remaining in Perth, Australia, with family when she was assaulted by a man. "The assault went on for two hours. I was fixing to a tree and ceaselessly beaten. I resembled the elephant young lady before its finish," she told the Daily Mail in 2015.

"I figured out how to escape with my life however I required a reconstructive medical procedure in light of the fact that my face was so distorted," she shared. "From that point forward, I fell into a genuine sadness and turned into a heroin someone who is addicted in light of the fact that it gave an escape bubble and was the main way I could adapt."

"As it were, heroin spared me on the grounds that else I would have slaughtered myself," shared Neilson, who was later ready to stay calm.

Divorce

Neilson wedded British investor Nat Rothschild in 1994.

"Nat and I had been as one for a long time and I was 26 when I wedded him. He initially requested that I wed him thirty minutes after we met and afterward consistently a short time later. At long last, we chose to do it," she told the Daily Mail.

After three years, the couple separated.

Stunning Accident 

Neilson was a devoted pony racer until the point that she was diverted from the seat in 2013.

"I saw the flash of a silver auto and the pony getting spooked and bouncing," she told the Daily Mail. "The following second I was level on my back in the mud."

"The torment was awful and I began having shakings. To top it all off, I couldn't move my legs and I thought, 'This is it, I'm incapacitated,' " she said.

In spite of the fact that she told the Daily Mail that she could walk again following 12 weeks, she was told by specialists she would never ride again — and endured constant agony following the occurrence.

"Truly I was most joyful when I was preparing. I adore the association with these incredible creatures and, in spite of the fact that I grew up riding, dashing is totally unique," she told the outlet.

Notoriety and Fortune 

Notwithstanding featuring on Ladies of London, Neilson functioned as a model and was dear companions with supermodels Kate Moss and Naomi Campbell.

"Kate is my best mate and I adore her like a sister. Indeed, she's a symbol yet to me she's simply Kate," Neilson disclosed to Dail Mail, and included that "we battle about idiotic things, at that point we kiss and makeup."

"We share garments, we share everything and her notoriety has never been an issue," she proceeded. "She generally pays special mind to me and I pay special mind to her. We have each other's backs."

In spite of the fact that Neilson kept running in A-rundown circles, she confessed to inclining toward shame over popularity.

"My father says I'm flawless and every other person says I'm the inconvenience," she informed MyBaba in September 2015 concerning summing her life up in one sentence. "I'd want to be scandalous as opposed to celebrated."